Childhood

You know ; what a childhood trauma is ??  What was your childhood?? Being loved my parents, wanting everything  what you saw in street. But there are lots are humans (let’s say human because gender doesn’t  matter here ) who have nightmare because of bad childhood. I still remember how i cried just because my uncle scold me . I used to write everything is paper to remember hahaha . But i forget everything  except my tears. Its funny how i was .  I always used to have problems in everything. With family with friends with teachers. I won’t say  struggle but  i had problems while dealing with everything . I used to have a beautiful dream  about my future . I wanted to be doctor. I used  to dream about big house, a car and most importantly  my mother’s beautiful  smile. Let me tell you a secret (don’t tell anyone 😝) my father marrier another girl while i was 21 days.  You can imagine  how was my childhood.   My mom  (what a beautiful person she is )  she had a dark past and still don’t have beautiful  present and future living alone . So can i say my life is lonely ?? Is it fair ?? No right ??